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    September 28

    漫长期待

    对于搞学术的来说
    一切的精神动力来源就是成型的paper
    一开始想好topic,写好research proposal,会有小小的激动，觉得自己终于上道了
    然后麻烦就来了，从最最开始，对于数据没有任何头绪，数据来源为零，
    到慢慢的google，search,开始一个一个的找到variable的data来源，
    一点小小的欣喜
    忽然间一个关键的数据发现根本没有来源或是来源成本过高
    再来一点点小小的绝望，
    不泄气继续search
    我没有想到我搜数据断断续续搜了大半年
    成了一个Google 高手
    一不小心开始搜点和学术无关的八卦也很上道
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    生活像在修行
    不用上课，只写paper，每天说的话不超过20句
    低潮的时候，屁颠屁颠的预约导师讨论，然后来点信心 
    情绪高涨的时候，废寝忘食，体力脑力透支
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    我本来想写一点生活的故事
    才发现我们的生活只有paper
    修行的结果是
    有一点颓废之举或是堕落之想，就会悔的似万箭穿心
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    我不看来路
    也不回望过去
    只静静的享受现在的生活
    有些事在眼睛的迷糊中渐渐的散去了尘沙


    11:37 PM | Blog it

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    Weidongwrote:
    写得很好！
    Ellen, Go! Go!! Go!!!
    Oct. 7
    瑾 江wrote:
    To 徐爽：大姐，我英语很烂的，这句英语我复习托福的时候，听了好多次，每次我总忘记是agree还是not agree, o(∩_∩)o 哈哈
    Oct. 6
    爽 徐wrote:
    “我不看来路
    也不回望过去
    只静静的享受现在的生活
    有些事在眼睛的迷糊中渐渐的散去了尘沙”

    Can't agree more
    Oct. 6
    瑾 江wrote:
    To Brett Zhang: 呵呵，现阶段很难平衡，也没有什么好平衡的
    Oct. 5
    Brett Zhangwrote:
    人生还需要工作与生活的平衡 究竟是个什么比例的平衡要个人体会了
    Oct. 4
    瑾 江wrote:
    To Cathy Guo: add oil ：）
    Oct. 4
    Cathy Guowrote:
    加油！ Enjoy what you are experiencing
    Oct. 4
    瑾 江wrote:
    To xiruCrystal-Wu: 不享受也么办法噢：）
    Oct. 2
    Crystal-Xi​nru Wuwrote:
    ^_^， 看来很享受寂寞修行哈
    Sept. 30
    瑾 江wrote:
    To LiaoYi: 一定加油！！！:-)
    Sept. 30
    Yi Liaowrote:
    加油！！！
    非常看好你哈！

    坚持一下
    以后回头想想这段日子的时候
    会很欣慰的！：）
    Sept. 29
    瑾 江wrote:
    TO zou微笑的鱼：呵呵，加油加油！
    Sept. 29
    微笑的鱼 ZOUwrote:
    呵呵 低潮的时候能pdpd地约导师也好幸福的呢
    加油吧！亲
    Sept. 29

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